Music is my life and currently I'm depressed cos I don't really have time to use the computer and put songs into my ipod. And most of the time I'm too lazy so yes, I'm depressed about it. Haha.
Anyway to sum up everything, school's been so routinal I can memorise my whole exact schedule for the week. Plus reaching home 9plus at night and sleeping at 1plus everyday is no joke. My eyebags were already bad now its worse than before. I'm quite glad the weekend's here BUT its only two days and I'm already packed up for tmr.... Which only leaves Sunday as my ONLY rest day.
I'm such a procrasinator. Hahah.
My only motivation now is to get over Terms, pass it and enjoy the week break during March. Seriously seriously I need to sleep so much. Sleeping is my life, you have no idea how much I would die to sleep. I would give up everything to sleep. Haha okay almost everything.
Played against a few schools already for the tournament round. And I'm so glad almost everyone made it into Ac :) The thought of it just makes me gleam to myself. Ha the Saturday games that make my week a 6day instead of 5day is so gona be worth it. Haha yay :)
Okay, getting back to my LIFE, actually there's nothing much. Just school. training.. Basically that's about it. And PS I Love You is such a sweet show :) Awww I'll like watch it again la. AND it's over. I'm just gona buy the damn Sweeny Todd dvd when it comes out. I don't wna to risk my life and end up wasting my money and time trying to sneak in. Time's very precious in my life now cos with more time I can sleep more. Haha I shld just get over it.
I need to watch more movies, think of a practical reason to why my moolahs keep disappearing, sleep more, buy new stationaries again, try to eat less, learn how to draw spiderpig :)
And not to be a sore loser (though I'm not) Haha.
And the fwreaking lump on my back is killing me. Like wassup with it man I really wna find out. I'm so angry about it everytime I think about it HOW CAN A STUPID LUMP GROW OUT OF YOUR BACK FOR NO REASON RIGHT?! ZZZ.
Okay its quite late and I need to wake up so mother early tmr for gamessssss and tuitionssssssss.
Zzz.
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05 February 2008, 11:33 PM
I can't explain this feeling.
Want to take this time to appreciate everything that has happened to me, thank God for: - my family - my friends - giving me strength to pull through school - the break NOW - blessing all of us with good health - allowing me to have selective memory - giving me the motivation to train so hard like I've never done before (I'm sure) - allocating enough time to squeeze in study slots and STILL have a life
Plus so much more and allowing my body clock to try and adapt to 5 hour sleeps almost everyday.
So, I'm not going for celebrations tmr I've been excused okay haha self excuse myself but still. Going to get my deserved sleep because of the sleepless nights nowadays due to no particular reason. Stayed up to study Chem for the test but as usual I'm gona fail it again. Oh my mummy pangsai I wasted so much time on useless Chem. Now all I care is about my PRECIOUS SLEEP.
Training's been going on fine so far. We ran like 9 rounds yesterday no joke okay doing the run, drill, run, drill, RUN. By the time the thrid set of the run it was already so dark I couldn't even see the timing on the watch. But the aftermath is so satisfying you can just totally forget the torture we just went through. All these just cos of the one week break for Chinese New Year. I think all our efforts will be wasted when we're back. Haha DAMNIT.
Maybe sometimes all people need is a word of comfort or some initiation to show that you care for them. These issues can be deemed as a sensitive topic that they'll bring up to use it as a point of argument whenever they have the chance to. I apologise for all the insensitive signs and actions I've been giving lately. Now I know what to do.
Don't be angry, lah :]
Now I know what it means by remembering something forever,
